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It's just to good to be true
you are lying there in sunlight
with delight I notice
that I am happy

Yes it's true,
sometimes there are moments I miss you
I doubt you
but emotions ten times stronger
when I love you
emotions overflowing
when you love me

sometimes I really wish you could see
how my heart bleeds
but now I am happy
and there is no need
for you to see me

If I could I would like to let you inside
show your sunlight face whats lying beneath
under that smile I wear
just to let those people stare

Deep underneath there lies so much grief,
that I really don't know how to go on,
who to turn to
but I must repeat
there is no need,
caus' now I am happy

sometimes, when the is nobody to call,
nobody to talk,
I imagine, how I fall
when I'm lonely, thats mostly the only time it hearts
deep below. Beneath the glow of my happiness 
lies my heart and a knife
a knife stabbing it, so that I fall
down, down, down
am I happy know?

I don't know,
often I don't know whats going on,
but I'm quit sure, you can tell me?
I think I'm not that happy after all...

I really wish I could fall,
I want to let go, just to know what it feels like
I want to be free, free, to let everybody see
what I feel from the inside
unable to hear the sea inside of me
a sea which must be full of blood,
blood dripping down from this knife
I wish I could destroy
I wish I could enjoy life again,
WITHOUT BEING AFRAIF OF THE NEXT DAY!

I notice,
my thoughts are far away,
but I really wish I could no, if I'm happy
I want you to tell me
I want you to see this sea...




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